the top five hate list

It's 9:30 in the morning, and I'm awake. It's a miracle, i know! I've already gone to the dentist, and came back. I was super nervous and shaking too much so they could only do 1 filling and now i have to come back for 4 more appointments instead of 3. They let me listen to my headphones which calmed me down a lot, but i was still trying to focus on something in particular. The only thing that kept me from shaking was spelling. I could only spell words that were difficult or that i had to think about. here are some of those words from that list;

Darjeeling (this one was the most effective)
Appointment
Inconclusive
Palahniuk

This visit also inspired me to make a top five list of the things i hate the most, in no specific order;
1. All persons, ideas, and things affiliated with the Westboro Baptist Church made famous for their "God Hates Fags" campaign.
2. Everything to do with the Dentist and it's extreme sterileness*, latex, and drills.
3. Waking up before 10
4. Waking up after 12
5. Taxes

*Note: This will be the third word i've invented since starting this blog*

i used to connect with at least one person in my house, that being my sister. now that she's getting older i can't stand to be around her. half of the things i do, she tells on me for. we used to play around and fight each other, now her side of the game is trying to get me to be as violent as possible so she can go and cry to her mommy about how mean i am. she annoys the shit out of me 80% of the time, and the minute i want to annoy her, i get in trouble. i stay in my room 90% of the time at home because everyone is so fucking ridiculous. and the worst part is that no one ever fucking knocks.

fuck everyone right now, 121 days until my liberation.