the shower

encore une fois

this morning i had an anxiety attack in the shower. i thought i was dying, it was the scariest thing i've ever been through.

i've had a headache all day and just want to sleep it away.

taking care of my sick baby sister is the only thing keeping me from going insane right now.

" Amy's got a baby in her stomach,
She took my hand I felt it kick ,
So she's crying an glowing ,
She's 3 months and showing ,
Seeing her now makes me want to live ,
....
All the traffic lights blur into a bright bouquet ,
I wish I could just turn and walk away ,
But I can't do it no way ,
Until the birds return for spring cleaning."
-Spring Cleaning Bright Eyes/Neva Dinova