the sleeping pills

my body doesn't respond well to them apparently.
i've been falling asleep around 4 in the morning lately, so i took one not last night, but the night before. i fell asleep around 11 and woke up at 9:30, i thought this was working out great, i felt a little groggy but i was awake early. i felt completely exhausted all day, if i sat down i'd fall asleep. so last ight i fell asleep alright, but this morning i couldn't wake up, and finally got out of bed at 2.

my body hates me, and doesn't want sleep.

Justice is going on tour to SF in March, i will be there.

i need something new i my life, i'm not sure what it might be. i can't wait to get home and make some changes between myself, my family, and my future. i used to be scared of the coming months, but im just going to ride it out. New York has been my dream since 8th grade, i shouldn't be afraid of it. It will happen if i want it to.