when i get home, i'm going to try and be more respectful to my mom, no matter how ridiculous she might get, obeying her might do me some good in the long run. it'll kill me to start a new "yes" relationship with her, but this "no," one isn't working.
i called her but it was busy, i'm trying back in a few minutes. my anxiousness has turned to anger and i'm not holding anything back. why should I? if she wants to have any sort of relationship with me, we've got to get a few things out of the way first.
What baffles me is that she is the one calling when it's not her responsiblity. Apparently she doesn't even talk to my biological father anymore, i'm beginning to not see a point in this. If you want to know someone, don't ask their mother, they'll always be the sweetest person on earth. But only nice people die, i guess.
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