The Spring Dress

It can also be worn in the rain....

The California Trip

Going back home was definately weird. We got a lot of stuff done, I ate the places i wanted to eat and Josh inhaled every thing I put in front of him. I seriously doubt if he chews his food sometimes.
It was really nice to see my family and finally see my brother and sister. I'll post pictures later.

I went to OCI today to take my English/Math test and I scored high enough to pass, so that's good news. The first day of school starts on April 10th and I couldn't be more excited. I get to get up every day and do something I'm passionate about, full time! Its like starting a new chapter in my life and yet another after school is over. I am so ready to start.

The Boyfriend Road Trip

The road trip to San Francisco with Josh is scheduled to take place on Thursday, which means I have tomorrow's full day to get everything ready while he's at work. Tonight after he gets out of work at midnight we have to go to Winco, which is this great employee owned grocery store in SE Portland that is really cheap and is also open 24-Hours. The only thing I hate about shopping there is that it's always full of people unless you go at 1 in the morning. It's so cheap though! They seriously sell all the Arizona teas for less than it says on the can. I usually stock up on them there.

Here's what I've got to do tomorrow.
-Go to an appointment at 10am that will take about 3 hours
-Drive Josh to work
-Drive back to my house
-Do the rest of my laundry
-Clean my room spotless, my grandparents are having an open house the weekend I'll be gone.
-Pack my bag
-Drive to Josh's house
-Get everything in the cooler
-Get all the stuff into the car.
-Pick Josh up from work.
-Get home around 1am

We leave the next morning at 8am. What a day tomorrow will be!

The Trust Shit

Being let down by someone i trusted with everything makes me wish i never trusted anyone in the first place, even you. The worst part is that I could never, even if I tried, hate you. And you know it.

People are such piles of shit.

The Excitement

In 58 minutes there will be only 9 days left until mine and Josh's trip to California. He got some extra time off so we're staying for 4 days now instead of 2, which is spectacular considering I was going to have to show him around San Francisco in only two days. The next couple days are going to feel like slowly climbing up the first drop of a roller coaster. I can't wait to see my sister, I literally will not physically be able to handle the happiness i will feel when i see my family. It seems like it's been longer than August.

6 more days until the remodel at work followed by 3 weeks of an unpaid and much enjoyed unemployment. I am only working 4 of those days, maybe three.

I can't believe I'm bringing Josh home to meet my family. It's so weird now that I don't live with my parents or anywhere remotely close to them, they have no idea how I live now. It's not too shabby, besides being extremely poor and unappreciated by 90% of the people I come in contact with on a daily basis, I'm a happy girl.

My new plugs are so heavy that when i bend down my earlobes hit my cheek, its really disgusting, but they are pretty. A very pretty pair of opalite double flared plugs.

The Doubtful Future

My hours have been cut in half at work and I'm getting 200 dollars less each paycheck now. I don't know if I'm going to be able to go to school and it's freaking me out. I can't find another job, and I couldn't handle working another job anyways.

i hate life, blah blah.