i'm so fucking mad right now i can't even breathe. everyone has been such a fucking idiot all fucking day and i am beyond angry at my mom. i am more angry at her than i have ever been in my entire life, because she won't let me go to see keith and stay. she won't let me go for a day even unless i take the train, because i am "irresponsible." So irresponsible that i balance work and do great in school and take care of my brother and sister whenever she asks me. so irresponsible that her friends ask me to watch their children. she is such a fucking bitch i can't explain to you in words how much i hate her. i told her not to talk to me until i see keith again, since its all her fault i won't see him for a month now.
i honestly want everyone to fuck off and not call me until i see keith again, i'm tired of everyone not realizing how much he means to me and how much i love having him in my life and when he's not here i'm pissed off and i don't fucking care if you think i need someone to make me happy i don't fucking care if you think i'm wrong for loving someone, i fucking hate you. i'm really done with everyone and their inconsiderate bullshit. i don't want to be at home but i don't want to be out with anyone else.
i've never been this angry in my entire life.
i can't read i can't cry i can't speak i can't walk i can't sit down i can't stand up i want to tear apart everything within my reach and i want it all to go away
leave me alone
"Mr. Present, go away
Come back and fuck with us some other day
Mr. Feelings, run and hide
You have no right to what you feel inside
Motherfuckers, quick to kiss
Talk your shit, but don't fuck with this
All I want to know is
Am I holding on? Am I moving on?
What can we do, what can we do?"
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