jake was never really lost to me, i always knew he was there and i honestly can't go a day without something that reminds me of him. he's like a creepy brother to me, i miss that dude. i called him tonight because i was down and keith was busy and i knew he'd cheer me up. he told me a bunch of stories about things i've missed, (mainly just a bunch of slutbag girls he's met since i've been gone). it completely made me realize you can't ever trust anyone, including me. its sad people dwell on things that don't involve them whatsoever and also happened a year ago. life is not about who you were, but about who you are now. although a lot of your past shapes how you turn out, it does not make you who you are. i don't regret anything in my life because it's pointless to, it doesn't change it.
i won't tell you who i was, if you knew me then, you already know since everyone seems to know everything about me. i will tell you who i am though, so far.
i am human.
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