the drunk

i've yet to update this blog while intoxicated, but i guess theres a first for everything. i went to this party earlier and came home and now i'm at that point where its fading and i just want to take a nap. i feel more honest now than i've ever been before.
this girl sent me a friend request who is jake's ex and ryan's new girlfriend's bestfriend, i wonder if she added me just to lurk me so i sent her a rude message asking if i knew her from someplace, which i know i don't but depending on her answer i might accept or deny...we'll just have to see.
i love when Anita texts me its all in broken english its so cute.
i got a message from her saying she didn't know me just lurking around myspace and added me for no reason. YEAH RIGHT, DENY. i accepted her, lurked her, then deleted. it seems the only plausible thing to do. she's not very interesting.
i really hate that girls are like that, i don't go lurking around my old friend's myspaces just to see what their up to then get my other much younger immature friends involved and lurk their blogspots. really now, get over yourselves.

i'm really angry right now but i won't say why or what its about because it will only start things that don't need to be started and it will only be blamed on my paranoia and the fact that i'm drunk and i think too much.

i really miss new mexico and the simplicity of my old life, but i also love it here because its constantly a challenge. life will get easier once we don't live with joey's parents, but for now i'm confused and mad. right now i wish someone would call me so i could talk to them about nothing and laugh at myself.

i'd read but i'm afraid i won't remember it tomorrow.