Thursday, October 04, 2007

the realizations

my grandpa has cancer now, i'm scared.
because i am shy i have a C in film, im pissed.
i laughed during our monologue today, i can't act.

"They want you to decide,
Eventually, it happens,
Some gather on one side,
With all their pearly snapping,
They close the basement door,
It sets our teeth to chatter,
You never saw it before,
But now that hardly matters,

You're old enough, boy,
Too many summers you've enjoyed,
So spin the wheel,
We'll set you up with some odd convictions,
Because you're finally golden, boy."

i need to make a decision about after high school, soon.

i hate almost everything about today, tomorrow is the shins, i should be excited but im too numb today to feel any sort of great feelings.

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