somethings in life you can't take back, no matter how much it hurts someone else you can't go into the past and change it. i'm not trying to justify any of it, considering the circumstances we both did a lot of lying at the time, but it's hard for me to feel bad about something i did a year ago. It could possibly be the meanest thing i've ever done to someone else, and by trusting the wrong people it got around and now back to you. i honestly thought you'd never find out, but it happened and thats all i can say. I don't regret it for a second, if it never happened i wouldn't be here now with a door of opportunity open to me with other people. I knew we weren't meant to be together forever, and i guess he taught me that. He taught me that it's alright to fall out of love. The rest of our relationship after i left was a huge obligation, we both knew that. All i can say is that i'm sorry for hurting you, back then it was real to us, and only now is it real to you.
I'm just sort of glad i don't live there anymore, to deal with it directly because i'm coward and couldn't face you if i ever saw you again.
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