do you remember the summer? life was much easier then. i didn't get mad at you, i didn't get mad at stupid things. i know things are different now, with you being away and everything, but i'm trying to make ends meet. its hard every time you go back, i miss you more and more each day. It'd be nice if we didn't have time limits, more modes of transportation, and less distance. But we don't, and its time for me to start dealing with that. Things i don't have and that are out of reach, i have to accept that. I'm really afraid of what will happen with us, who really knows? Sometimes loving someone is like jumping off a cliff blindfolded hoping there aren't rocks underneath the cold surface of the water. Who can really know?
Constantly throwing my heart out to you can wear me out, but will you still accept my tired heart when my toes hit the water? honestly, all i have to give you at this confusing point in my life, is love. even with your reassurance, i still feel like a chore.
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