the eye infection

IM SICK!

I really don't think this eye infection will ever go away. Almost twice a week it comes back and i have to use the eye drops. Don't freak out, it's not contagious, but i've been getting it for the last 8 months or so. It sucks, my eye lids get all puffy and red, my eyes look like little cherry tomatoes.
In other news, I have work today on my day off from school which is a total bummer.
Also, i'm planning a trip to Portland really soon to get away from all of this nonsense in the house. Its like non-stop screaming in here, i think all of us are feeling the tensions of living too close to one another for the last year. Plus, whenever something wrong goes in my life i tend to gravitate towards my grandparents, maybe it's an instinct. I'm trying to get a week off of work, im hoping for two but i really doubt it. It can't be until after the first of the year though, because i was strictly told that i could get NO HOLIDAY TIME OFF. Considering that another one of the girls quit last week, i'll be booked with hours. It's a good and bad thing. I have to be there a lot, but my checks are fat(phat).
I need to get a bank account real soon to start saving some money to spend there.
Portland is really beautiful when it's cold.

I, however, am not so beautiful when i have a cold.

i also forgot to mention that the only two people in new mexico that don't hate me called one right after the other last night, maybe they could sense i was feeling down. oddly enough, the dislike each other.