Talking to Vincent tonight has helped me, a lot. I'm still confused, but I think I'm wandering closer to the track now. I have to accept the fact that I will never be whisked away by my Parisian knight in tight black jeans. Sticking with my plan is more than likely the best option I've got.
Even if I'm not 100% sure I'm cut out for photography, I should just do it and stop being a baby about all the other things I could be doing instead of going to school. Like, moving to New Orleans and living on Vincent's living room floor trying to discover myself. Or, moving to Portland where I could afford to live on my own but more than likely I would never leave or go to school.
I'm really glad I have Vincent to talk to though, he's really the only person I tell absolutely everything to. He went through all the shit I'm going through now years ago, so his insight is a huge bonus. His advice is Freaks and Geeks quality, not Saved By the Bell.
Life is difficult, but it's not like anyone hasn't gotten through it before.
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It's fine if you're uninformed, most people don't know really. It's on and off. It's always been pretty confusing. Lol. I don't know.
And I think you'll make it big in photography. And you enjoy it, so definately go for it.
I love the last sentence in that post.
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