Mike picked me up to drive around because we were both raging about shit. Drove to Half Moon Bay, got ice cream, ended up in San Mateo's Hillsdale Mall Lego store and walked around like assholes for a while. Then I convinced him to let me drive, drove on El Camino which is extremely busy and it scared the shit out me. I didn't tell him I've never driven in a place so busy before, whoops. Got lost in some back roads, ended up by Notre Dame High School. He drove all the way back, decided to go see Step Brothers, it was a waste of my garage sale money. Will Ferrell is way past his prime.
I talked to Jake for an hour this morning, it was really nice. The whole time during the ridiculous movie all i could think about was how much I would've liked to just be doing nothing with him, anywhere, instead. I don't give a shit what we're doing, I just want to hold hands for a few minutes. It's been more than a month since I've seen him, and I won't see him again for a few more weeks.
I think the worst feeling in the world is missing someone, and its sad that the only thing keeping me from seeing him is money. I have none, no way to get to where he is.
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