The Lady Bug

I caught this ladybug right before my mom told me a family friend died. I cannot believe how many people we know have died this year, Uncle Frank just two months ago. They have all died in the most twisted of fucking ways too.

This lady we knew who lived downstairs from my great grandma would always eat dinner with us, come to family things, and she was a regular customer at Sanrio when I worked there. I guess her doctor told her that her life would be at risk if she ever got pregnant again, she was on the birth control patch, got pregnant but didn't know it, six months later (this last week) she comes into the doctor feeling weird, turns out shes in labor. She has another son, goes into a coma and dies bleeding internally.

Life is so fucked up.