im so bummed out.
i can't help but feel exploited and pissed off that i was ever friends with such a she-devil, and i don't even know what the supposed "gossip," is. I'd really like to know, since there seems to be nothing people don't know about my personal life these days. God, can't you just stay the fuck out?
Hey and guess what! You're fucking 50 and not in high school anymore, stay the fuck out of my life. This isn't even your daughter's life, ITS MINE you're prying into. She may buy feelings out of her daughters, but this is coming straight from my heart FOR FREE. I fucking hate you, you're a sham for a human being, if was one of your kids, or if i was even related to you, i would kill myself. i'd throw myself down a flight of stairs or stab myself all over your newly slave labored rugs.
Keith and i went to the city today, we went to an art thing, which was funny and good, and then super wierd and confusing. then good transformer icees, Jesus dancers, borders, then candace's.
im so happy when im with you, i feel so complete but as soon as you leave i just get so sad, like i'll never see you again or something. and i want to see you everyday but i know its hard because we are both dumb and dont drive.
god, i fucking hate being sad about things i can't control and/or change.
i just want you, here with me, 4/7 days a week i'd like to see you.
please god, just dont leave me, as soon as im finding out how perfect you are, please dont leave.
and its not like im jealous you're hanging out with that girl that likes you, even though you deny it, i just fucking hate her, and yeah im jealous that she gets to spend tomorrow with you and not me. Why not me?
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