offered me the position but gave me time to decide if I want to take out
my nose ring or not. Which I don't. It seems retarded to turn down a job
just because of a piercing but it's apart of me now, and has been for
the last 3 years. What I'm going to do is accept the position and wear a
retainer which is basically a clear stud. The only problem is that
changing the jewlery in my nostril has always been difficult, it never
fully healed properly. I don't mind having to keep the retainer in for
the next 5 months, as long as they don't mind.
All of my stomach problems have returned now that I'm back from
Portland, and I'm diagnosing myself with stress. I've lost ten pounds in
the last two weeks from stress, which is both a blessing and a curse in
disguise, as it is obviously damaging to my health. Those don't include
the 8 I lost when I went to New Mexico and the 5 I gained when I came
back. Although it is nice to be losing weight without doing anything, it
is extremely mentally and physically straining. Apart of this 'illness'
includes being nauseated all hours of the day and especially the night.
Needless to say, it is a terrifing life for an emetophobic.
I've got too much to think about, and way too much to do.
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