Complete exhaustion/frustration/anger
and then completely hopeful.
I woke up at 9 to run some errands with my mom, trying to get my sleep schedule back on track. I went to sleep at 4am because i was watching MTV Juvies. I run better on less sleep though, its weird. I argued with my mom as usual on the way home, she happens to find something about me to bitch about. Even if it happened last week or two years ago, I'll hear about it for the rest of my life. She thinks i still feel the same way about things as i did when i was 15, which is not true. I'm angrier.
I was texting Twyla for most of the time talking about the road trip, i can't even explain how fun its going to be. It gives me hope that life will be better, someday. Too bad i'm going to be jerked around by my family for the next 6 days.
I talked to Jake last night after a very boring day full of a harry potter marathon. he doesn't even have to speak to make me laugh i swear to you. I miss him terribly although i will see him here on my stomping grounds in a few weeks. Just thinking of him saying "i loooove youuu" makes me smile, i haven't stopped feeling like a 12 year old girl around him since we met.
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