I'm back from New Mexico, and I'm extremely sad. I cried the whole way back starting from the car ride to the airport, until i walked in my room and unzipped my suitcase.
I got in a huge argument with my mom about moving back, i knew she would flip out. She thinks the only reason I want to go back is for Jake, which is a huge plus, but is not the only reason. You already know how i feel about Albuquerque so i don't need to explain it again. I got so angry i threw my bag on the ground and screamed as loud as i could. I don't think she's ever seen me that upset and act that way. She just kept pushing and kneading the wrong buttons and i just snapped. I'm not really in a state to lay out my plans, i have a few more tweaks to work out, and i'm just trying to work through the next few weeks.
I miss Jake, sleeping alone will be tough.
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