the working weekend is over!! saturday was 9 hours, today was 8, i am finally done! I had lots of visitors, some who i haven't seen in ages. Mike and Adam came to see me unexpectantly, i haven't seen them since June. Mike is going to be at Skyline next semester too, so i'll have someone to hang out with. Jesse stopped by too, which is unusual because he stays away from the mall. I'm really going to miss all the girls at work, some i've become really close with and i know that if we were never forced to be together we would've never been friends. I remember when i first met Cherry, i thought she hated me, and i never really talked to Erin much, but now we're good friends.
Tomorrow is Christmas Eve, but i don't have to work, HURRAH!
Not one person said "Happy Holidays" to me today, it was all "Merry Christmas", what if i was Jewish?
EDIT://11.24pm
do you want to know why i really i hate the holidays? because it brings out the fucking worst in human nature.
if i'm suddenly rude to my mom she calls me ungrateful, she hasn't fucking given me anything yet and she calls me ungrateful. People buy you things to use it against you, its fucking stupid and i wish i didn't have to buy shit for my family i know they'll return anyways.
I fucking hate her so much, we haven't gotten along since i was 12 and i have a feeling this will never end. Coming home to her for the past 5 years isn't scary or anything, its fucking ridiculous. her rules and logic never make any fucking sense. i bought her something nice for christmas to show her that i give a fuck sometimes when she talks, now i wish i hadn't bought her anything.
Shes ungrateful for not being humble to the fact that I, and everyone else in this fucking house, put up with her idiot antics every god damn day.
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