whoever you knew you could feel everything you've never wanted to feel, at once?
I have 4 days of high school left, forever, and im scared out of my mind. I'm have absolutely no time to do any of my finals, im stressed. My group in Economics has diminished to me doing all the work because no one cares or shows up. These last two days i've just needed someone to talk to, someone to hold my hand, someone lie with. I called Jake crying last night, i didn't know who else to talk to.
No more soccer in p.e., no more ceramics, no more Jesse in Film class, or Nick in Drama. I've thrown myself into growing up, this is what i've been wanting, to leave all those stupid people behind and forget high school, move on. I can"t do this.
Im so depressed and and scared and stressed and its these days when i wish i could've just been invisible.
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