the happiness

today, dispite menstrational bleeding, was so excellent. i met keith for a few hours before work started, and we caught a little boy looking at a sex book in barnes & noble's. i almost felt bad for laughing, he must've been humilated. the moment is probably one of the things he'll feel guilty and embarrassed about for the rest of his life. work started off slow, but i've missed my coworkers and im happy to be back. a couple came in the store around 5, she pointed at this expensive (overpriced) pillow, and said, "buy me this." No thank you, or please involved. He did buy it for her. I have no idea how people can be so rude, i could never do that to anyone! Maybe it's because im wierd about money. I don't mind spending money on other people, but i hate it when they spend it on me. keith surprised me later on, and i was excitied to see him, again. i wont see him or candace until friday! i will try and get some of my shit together these 3 days i get to spend alone. today i'm in a ridiculously good mood.

i've also now decided that i do want children. when where or with whom, i dont know, but i do. if theres one thing in this world i would love the most, it would be the abilty to teach someone how to do good, from the beginning.

this picture is of my baby sister, one of the greatest things to ever happen to me.

currently listening to: of Montreal-The Party's Crashing Us

"You're such a mysteryI just wanna stand and stareNibble on your earAnd smell the ocean in your hair(Ocean in your hair, ocean in your hair)I know you damage meYou leave me tangled in a knotBut when you reappearI see Neptunian blues that eyes forgotNeptunian blues that eyes forgot"