today i feel like an idiot. i will be honest here and say that I have not completely gotten over my jealousy issues. I know with you there is no point, there is a new girl in your life every week. It just sucks because I wish I could be there with you, but instead I just have to see the pictures. I'm not really sure what we are either, we can't be in a relationship because those things don't work so far away, but I'm not seeing anyone else, and I won't. Being without you is tough, but being with you might hurt just as much.
I feel like I've tricked myself into loving again, because I know when I leave you to come home I will fall apart. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself.
"You're up there,
took the stairs,
to the stars all alone,
You left all the lights burning,
but nobody's home.
i believe they deceived,
your tuneful heart too long"
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