This is the first week I've worked 40 hours, five days in a row, and it fucking sucks. I've had absolutely no time to even think or sleep. After work I've been hanging out with some people I met last week, so finally having friends is awesome. We went to sushi and I took my friend Josh to Ikea, he loved it obviously.
I'm really bummed and stressed out. I miss Jake a lot, but I have an awful feeling in my stomach that this moving in January thing is not going to work out. There is absolutely no way I can live by myself, I thought it was going to work but I'm not making enough money now, I never calculated taxes and everything. The worst part is that I don't know whats going to happen to me and Jake. I can't see myself with anyone in the future besides him.
I hate life
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