The Unwelcome Matt

I have been living in Josh's house too long, I'm feeling unwanted. I am also feeling helpless in this situation, seeing as I have nowhere to go and no money to bring with me. I don't know how my life got this way, I thought I was keeping track of what I was fucking up and it seems as though I just wasn't paying enough attention. I've dug myself so far into this stupid fucking cave and now I can't get out without help.

I'm about to make a decision that will change the rest of my life forever, no matter which way it goes. Sorry internet, but you can't be trusted. Just know that my brain is eating my stomach alive and I'm in a shit load of pain. O mother where art thou? I need you.

And i don't want anything to do with men anymore. I love them for a little while and then I snap into destruction mode and tear their feelings apart. Sorry bout that.

Coughing Fit living room show was crazy, I always look forward to seeing them play. Picked up a foil cover 7"!

Back to the real world..