ever since i've been without it, everything's been weird and bad. everything is seeming like a struggle. a stuggle to keep you, a struggle to wake up, a struggle to get through work. i honestly have no idea what the hell is going on. i need to quit drinking, after last night, i don't need that anymore. i don't need to be paranoid, or insecure, or pissed off anymore. theres a lot of things i need to start dealing with before it gets too much. things from the past, and what my future might and might not be. im sort of just getting fed up with everyone's childish bullshit/antics/ridiculous statements. i just need to get away for a while, someplace i actually WANT to go, without my parents, just myself. at this point, its absolutely ridiculous to even think of that ever happening.
im sad, and i seriously just want a hug.
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