The Unwelcome Matt

I have been living in Josh's house too long, I'm feeling unwanted. I am also feeling helpless in this situation, seeing as I have nowhere to go and no money to bring with me. I don't know how my life got this way, I thought I was keeping track of what I was fucking up and it seems as though I just wasn't paying enough attention. I've dug myself so far into this stupid fucking cave and now I can't get out without help.

I'm about to make a decision that will change the rest of my life forever, no matter which way it goes. Sorry internet, but you can't be trusted. Just know that my brain is eating my stomach alive and I'm in a shit load of pain. O mother where art thou? I need you.

And i don't want anything to do with men anymore. I love them for a little while and then I snap into destruction mode and tear their feelings apart. Sorry bout that.

Coughing Fit living room show was crazy, I always look forward to seeing them play. Picked up a foil cover 7"!

Back to the real world..

The Last Day

Today is the last day of winter, and possibly the last day of my sanity.

The Familiar Feeling

I've been hanging out with Quincy the hedgehog a lot lately. He's the only animal in our house who doesn't get enough attention, rightfully so because he hates it. He wasn't people trained as a youngin so he's scared of everything. Every time its too loud or too bright or you get too close, he curls up into a little spikey ball and clucks. I'm serious! He clucks!

On a different note, all of my stomach issues are making a vicious comeback. I was doing so well! For almost 8 months I could eat without feeling sick and wake up without wanting to puke, but now it's all back and I haven't eaten a real meal in about a week. I wish our country wasn't so greedy so I could have health insurance. I haven't been to the doctor in almost 2 years now because of it, and I don't think its fair, expecially because I have been working full time (and going to school full time for some of it) for the entire duration of those 2 years. Alas, I have never been offered affordable health care by my employers. Maybe someday in my future the people of my generation will ball up and overthrow the government, I doubt it, but the first thing I'd do as president is at least give everyone the option of seeing a doctor without having your bank account raped. But if you guys want to keep living your lavish lifestyles while the rest of us suffer, then I hope you're truely happy.
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The Spring

The time has come finally, for the weather to stop being such a frigid asshole. I got my car on the road just in time to enjoy open windows again. I was outside in shorts painting a picnic table for two days! It looks like a popsicle.

The Graboids finally have a demo and a Myspace page, check it out! Myspace.com/graboidsband. We played our third show last night, smoked too much and forgot the lyrics to our cover but whatever! It was a good time. Next show is April 14th with Crooked Teeth @ Oddfellow's Hall.

We are starting to make plans to move out, how exciting!
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The Most Painful Yet

Brutal stick n' pokes. I don't think I've ever felt so much pain with a needle in my entire life. You definately need to be drunk to handle this. Thanks Mike!
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